"If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labour for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know!" Philippians 1:22

Paul struggles too. He didn't know what to do. Or maybe he was leaning towards one side, but couldn't let go of the alternative. Making decisions isn't easy when the two options aren't bad. 

We don't have to have it all figured out;
wrestle with the options as you seek God's answer.